.Sunday, October 10, 2004 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
my poems
Sun 19 Dec 04
Church in the morning. Today i woke up so early so went to church early too. hehe....one thing i was fed up with myself...i forgot to bring the christmas presents to church to pass to my cousins. Sigh....might have to pass them on 26th. Sad....Hmm....will see how. Hopefully i can try to pass to them before christmas. hehe....but so busy with work.
Oh ya....today so happy. Finally got time at home to set up the Christmas tree. hehe...this is the first time we set up so late. But well, better than nothing. It is pretty. hehe....will show u the pic. Pic might not turn out that well coz taken using my mobile phone. Pardon me for that. haha....It is simply enjoyable to sit down and listen to music and watch..enjoy the christmas lightings. Pity that i had to rush out after the tree setup. Hmm...no time to enjoy. hehe....well, at least others can enjoy. Never mind. Cheers....
Sat 18 Dec 04
Weekend supposed to enjoy but still had to work. Well well, no complaints coz next week will be relaxing for me since it is Christmas. After work, met up with a friend. Did some christmas shopping and had coffee and chat. Though we didn't do anything special, it was enjoyable. Seems like this year, we hang out quite often. haha... Oh ya.. it was scary to see the crowds in orchard road coz it was so packed. When we saw the crowds crossing the roads, it was like a scene swamped with ants. Can you imagine that? Phew! Thank God we were not one of them crossing the road. haha...
Reached home and feel like drinkin hot n sour soup so decided to cook. The seasoning was not good as the other brand that i tried before so this brand will be banned next time. hehe.... but i still drank it. Drinkin and teary a little coz after all, i can't take hot stuff. haha....but i still like to take hot stuff once in a while. hehe...For those who do not know, i am a "tomato ketchup" person not chilli. haha... Sitting down to watch movie and saw pics of Aust from another cam were developed aldy. Cool! Some turned out real nice. Will try to upload them in my photo album when i have the time. Now too busy to do things like that. Hey! These pics are the most precious ones coz caught me in action doing rock climbin, abseilin n horse riding. I look pretty cool riding that white horse. haha... hey....didn't realize my aunt took so many pics of me doing rock climbing n abseiling. Grr.....how could she kept snapping pics of me when i was so scared doing my first rock climbin and abseilin?? grr.......but never really blame her. At least now, i have pics to remember those activities. hehe...when i put up the pics, girls...LoOk oUt for e CuTe instructor. He is ReAl CoOl, cUte n swEet. haha....
Fri 17 Dec 04
Finally today was the puppetry performance for the elderly people. We had to go there in the morning for rehearsal and set up. We are all a bunch of crazy fun people so lots of laughter all day long. haha... The event lasted almost till evening. We did 2 songs and a skit. The skit was in chinese and cantonese for the sake of the old people. It is amazing and kinda funny to hear our own puppets speaking in those 2 languages. Guess all the time, we only speak english. haha....it is a real test for some of them coz our chinese sucks. haha....isn't it? Well well, tiring but very fun. We could hear lots of laughter from the old folks and all of us are so happy. We are blessed and glad that we can be a blessing to them too. hehe.. i think in a way, our church is so blessed. The kids are so used to seeing us performing puppetry so i think they are getting pretty bored of us. But it is very different for all these old people. Maybe to some of them, it is their very first time seeing puppets. They really laughed alot and that made us feel appreciated. Bad thing about this performance is that we did not have wireless miccrophones thus rather inconvenient. If you guys are familiar with puppetry, u should know that wireless mics are very useful. hehe.... hope that next time we will have more chances to perform for all these old people again. Since God gave us this talent, we should make full use of it and glorify His name. Praise God. Hallelujah!!!
Thinking vs Reality...... sometimes it is just a borderline that one can't differentiate which is more real.
Wow! Received a very nice christmas card from my good friend. So happy! In life, one second can be happy n next be unhappy. So which one lasts longer in your life?
16 Dec 04
Yesteday was such an emotional freak and tooday woke up sniffing and a little running nose. Hate this! Think i didn't have enough sleep and caught a cold. My blanket a bit off me. haha...had a dream last night and dreamt of don't know what. Now i can't remember. I can't afford to fall sick this month so gotto learn to take care of myself. So pathetic. haha....
Today finally 2 people told me what they want for christmas. Nice....coz i really have no time to shop and crack my brain. And i hate the crowds at shopping centres nowadays. Oops! Received my friend's email invitation and their party is on christmas eve. I already have program on that day. Hmm...how am i gonna seperate into half? Guess have to give them a miss. Sigh.... tomorrow is the puppetry performance for the elderly people. Kinda getting a little nervous. hehe...will be a long day tomor for me since have to work and involve in this christmas blessing program for the elderly. Its ok. Just pray that my flu is ok. I think i will be with God's healing. Cheers...
15 Dec 04
So tired this week though it is only mid week. Oh man! But nice to get invitation to potluck party on new yr eve. Cool!!! But ask me to cook? Nah.....will buy. hehe.... Girlfriend's bf sent her home...so nice. I wanted to take cab but was shocked to see the super long queue. I wish....i wish.... Sigh! Seems like this kind of scene will appear daily in town till christmas.
Went airport to send Myra off for mission. Alot of church pp went too. Teary scenes of the family of the missionaries. Hmm...i hate such scenes coz i am an emotional Freak too. haha...Sending pp off at the departure gate brought back many Sad Memories into my little mind. I am amazed that i can still remember those scenes. For those who knows me well, knows that i have poor memory. hehe.... Memories....hugs.....kisses....touching words...tears...
Wow....my blogskin changed to the one i selected. Anyone like it? hehe....thanks to my SweEt Cousin who helped me with that. I have no time to do that so she helped. hehe....but due to that change, the layout has to be changed too so everyone has to be patient before everything here goes back into my BloG.
11 Dec 2004
Today had been raining whole day and taking so many things with an umbrella was so inconvenient. Wish i have a car. It will be nice even if just staying inside the car and listening to the music and watching the rain huh? hehe... At church, a very good sermon about bearing fruits and new wine...it is indeed not easy sometimes to be crushed like grapes before becoming into good red wine. Crushing is a painful period but once that period is over, the fruits will be out. God recorded all our tears.....how touching!
Had puppetry rehearsal today as a group of us will be performing to bless the elderly. Heard that the group will be almost 200 elderly people. Hmm.... i haven't touch puppetry for so long and i am really getting rusty. hehe.... but thinking about blessing the old folks, i guess all these are worth it. Cheers....
10 Dec 2004
Was reading my favourite blogs of a few people and all seemed to be in depressed mood. Hmm....sometimes i wish i can add some joy into those poor people's lives. I guess alot of times, people are more open telling all their feelings in blog rather than telling others. Anyway, others will probably too busy with their own jobs, schools, lives than to care much. haha.... Just wish all those people will be able to write and share some Happy stuff again...
ok.....finally completed all my pics. So totalled 4 albums. 3 in Webshots and last album in Yahoo Photos. All pics were arranged in sequence according to my travel journal so follow it. But look at it only when you have the time coz there are lots of pics there. When you are in a rush, doubt u can appreciate or enjoy them. hehe..... Links are as below...
http://community.webshots.com/user/shaniceliang
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/shaniceliang/my_photos
09 Dec 2004
Phew!!! Finally completed one photo album online at webshots. My First EVer online album! Didn't know there is a limit on the no of pics allowed in one album so now i have to do another album. Well, in the meantime, you guys just enjoy this album first, okie? Stop chasing me on my pics! haha.... at least i done up one first for you guys, rite? hehe....ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://community.webshots.com/user/shaniceliang
07 Dec 2004
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06 Dec 2004
So many days i didn't blog. AnyOne realized it or missed me? Hmm....curious 2 know. hehe.... so make a guess where i went by seeing 1st pic?? hehe...too Easy hint.. :p
17 Nov 2004
Been so busy lately so didn't write. And my aunt called and asked me to go to a funeral who is my dad's cousin. My schedule was so packed that i felt a little frustrated as in caught inbetween 2. Work vs funeral. But i guess another factor was that i can't remember the one who had passed away. Probably a distant relative but i still went to represent my dad. hey...don't u think that sometimes we humans got so busy with our lives that we have no time for other things?? No time for any interruptions.... oh dear!! Where is human touch?? Where is love??
15 Nov 2004
"Be thou a bright flame before me, Be thou a guiding star above me, Be thou a smooth path below me, Be thou a kindly shepherd behind me, Today - tonight - and for ever.” — Columba of Iona
14 Nov 2004
Been getting lazy lately that i didn't feel like blogging....hehe.... Today is Sunday and i was teaching Sunday school. Yippee!!!!!!!!!! Had such great fun with the kids. Those smiles on their faces are like stars glittering...
This is the 2nd sunday that i went to attend evening service. I dunno why when it comes to the time to leave my house, i got sooooooooo tired. haha....is that lazy oh me or really tired? I duno....but after every teaching at sunday school, i always feel drained out. Probably coz kids are have so much energy and keeping up with them is not easy if you guys know what i mean...hehe...but i am always so blessed when i prepared the lesson to teach them. Hey! This week, creative juices came back and i managed to think of a nice craft to teach them. Though preparation work is alot especially teaching 3-4 yrs old kids, it is all worth it. You won't regret a moment...hehe.... oh yeah, back to the evening church. I was so blessed by the presence of God tonight. All tireness seemed to disappear into the air when we started singing praises to Him. Pastor shared God's words so real that it touched the whole congregation. Everyone of us just fell at our feet and set up an altar of surrender. Sobbing....prayers....speaking in tongues....songs...everywhere in the midst of quietness. God's presence was so awesome and later joy came over to us, including me.
God is in control of all situations. In the midst of problems, God is calling us into intimacy and drawing us nearer to Him. Can we stop praying and crying out for deliverance out of our problems??? Can we just look to Him and draw near to Him??? Of course He will help us, of course He knows what we are going through. Of course He loves us. Of course it hurts Him to see us in pain. Of course He understands our pain. Of course He knows we are weak. Of course and of course..... All He wants is just U and only U drawing closer to Him....
10 Nov 2004
A day before a public holiday so the mood was light. But my buddy took 3 days leave to move house so i will be missing her emails so much. :(
I tried to organise a gathering and i gave up in the end. I realized once again that married people seems to be so busy or they never set priority for friends. Can arrange to meet and never get to meet after months....hmm.....i guess can't blame them coz everyone has different priorities...
Someone told me that i had changed lately. I got a shock. Very very surprised but really happy that he told me. Hmm...i told him that i didn't realize it and i will watch myself. Didn't want myself to change so much that i lost my self. Kinda scary when one does not even realize that one has changed. I guess only those close to you will realize it and it is good that they point out to you or else you might never know. It sets me to think why have i changed....God, can you tell me why.....sigh...
9 Nov 2004
"有你的微笑 心痛 也是值得的 "
"When you come to the bottom, you find God."
8 Nov 2004
Oh man...i rushed to go for meeting and i left my mobile phone at home so rushed back to take it. Life is so high tech nowadays that we can't live a day without phone? hehe... missed the bus and rushed like mad.....i wish i got a car. sigh...
I dropped my white cardigan on the floor and i stepped on it. It became so dirty that i can't wear it. Suddenly it occurs to me that sin is like that. Once you sinned, u felt so dirty that you hate yourself and wish u are washed clean. Anyone feel that way before?
Watched American Next Top Model....seeing those pretty gals changing so much since the first episode...getting prettier and prettier. Oops....so teary when came to the part when 1 was eliminated....sob...sob...
Oh yes, almost forgot. God answered my prayers today and i got a miracle. Managed to get insurance accepted at standard life rate after i appealled to them last week. Glory to God. Hallelujah..... And my brother is back home from china. This is 2nd happy thing today. Cheers....
7 Nov 2004
Woke up at 6+ this morning and i was tired by the mid day. hmm....sleep is so important...Went to church in the morning. Like the real story that Rev.Douglas shared about this little blind girl who was trapped on 15th floor which was on fire. The firemen down the block was using the loudspeaker asking the girl to jump down and they will catch her at the bottom. But she didn't jump, just frozen with fear, in a corner. As the fire got bigger, the girl's father used the loudspeaker and asked her daughter to stand up and jump. Without much hesitation, the little blind girl just stood up and jumped down from 15th floor. What does the story tell us?? Think about it.... little girl trusted her father, not the firemen. Do we trust our heavenly Father? When He asked us to jump, will we jump? This really triggered me to think. Hmm...i really can't answer that. At times, situation can be so painful and tough that it is hard for me to just let go and jump. Know what i meant? But this is really a challenge to my faith...sometimes after much tears, i did jumped. Sometimes i just stood there and cried and cried....haha.....me a cry baby?? hehe....
6 Nov 2004
Went for the movie "cellular"...a nice movie. Those who like some action packed...catch it if you have the time. Was thinking are they trying to promote Nokia mobile phone?? Those who watched it would know why i asked. haha... Met up with my good friend and had a good time hanging out with him. It is just so comfortable being with him....guess we are old old friends. hehe...
5 Nov 2004
Did my devotion in the morning and read some christian articles. This particular one captured my attention, "Why God, Why?" I think the writer really speaks on behalf of many heartbroken and confused christians. Here are abstracts of the article that i love....
During the times when you and I can't trace God's hand of purpose, we must trust His heart of love.
His joy has balanced my pain.
His power has lifted my burden.
His peace has calmed my worries.
His grace has been more than adequate to cover me.
His strength has been sufficient to carry me through.
His love has bathed my wounds like a healing balm.
If you guys want to read more on this, go to http://www.christianitytoday.com/tc/2004/005/14.34.html
4 Nov 2004
Was walking to the rain station and saw this guy walking in a funny manner. Then realized that his shoelace was loosened and he was walking in difficulty trying not to trip on his own shoelace. He walked quite a distance in this funny manner. I find it so amusing that why doesn't he just stop and tie it. hehe..
Another incident was on the train. Saw this little boy playing happily and when he went over to his 2 sisters, they gave a Stern look simultaneously,saying "NO, stand over there". At that instance,i suddenly thought i saw cinderalla with the 2 step sisters. haha....LOL
03 Nov 2004
Heard this over the radio in chinese..."the greatest distance is not between heaven and earth. It is when you and i are just side by side, without you knowing that i love u". Isn't that interesting? Hmm...let me amend it a little and my version will be "the greatest distance is not between heaven and earth. It is when we are in silence sitting side by side and time seems to crawl..." haha....which sounds more real? Think about it folks...
02 Nov 2004
Anyone ever tired of your own looks? hehe...i am one and felt so frustrated with my hair. Went for the haircut and came out a fresh look. I look so different now compared to my previous hairstyle. I guess i keep going back to my hairstylist coz everytime different looks. hehe...hmm....i am just a simple gal who likes different things and try different things all the time. Now i am thinking of learning fencing. Have been thinking of taking up this interest for a long time but never get started. Hmm...maybe i will start next year coz this year so packed with work.... Now i am HAPPY coz new look. haha.. but broke coz ex..everything comes with a price? But though ex, it is worth it coz looks so fresh....cheers.....
30 October 2004
Attended my friend's wedding dinner and she was really so pretty. I think it is very true that women are prettiest during their wedding. hehe...very happy for her... as i looked at her bring so blessed, i just can't foresee myself walking down the ale. hmm....does anyone feel the same way as me too?
28 October 2004
Another tiring day again at work and comes to a point when i started to think why am i working so hard. Life becomes such a routine that no time even to stop to think about anything besides work. Oh man!!!! Terrible huh? Sounds like caught in a rat race like that, running after cheese but yet, can't stop running for the cheese coz will be hungry. haha....life is a contradiction sometimes.
When i got too busy, i just don't feel like chatting much coz no time and too tired to think. So where is the human touch? I became cold towards people? Hmm....maybe.... but i can't help it. Will take note and try not to be so cold. Pardon me anyone..... Just saw this new white car, Jimmy in the carpark. Wow! Very clean and nice. hehe....weather turning cold lately and i wish it snows in Singapore but it will never happen. Wish that soon i will be able to see real snow. Would like to play with the snow and make a snowman. hehe... weird....why am i jumping topic to topic without any links at all. Oops......think my mind is not working that well now at this hour. haha.... just saw this boy's blog displaying his pic in a banana costume. Looks so cute. haha....really makes people laugh. LOL.....hope that more blogs are happy blogs on the web....wish everyone is happy.....cheers........
27 October 2004
Been so busy and tired these days so didn't write. Lazy....hehe....today already middle of the week. Been raining these few days and so inconvenient to travel around taking so many things. At this point in time, i wish i have a driving license and i drive.....hopefully i can go back to lessons and get a license by next year. In the meantime, just have to bear with it.
Hey! How come things and people can never be the same again??? Till now i still can't accept the fact. haha....sometimes i think i am too ideal and dreamy that i always think things so perfectly...must learn to accept this is life... But once u had it and u lost it, that feeling is terrible. One would rather that one never ever had it before, isn't it? But think it in another way, it is adding chapters in our life story so why am i wanting to prevent it from happening? Sometimes i don't wish that things will turn out this way, it still did. Many things i can try to control but it is sooooooooooo hard. What to do???? Just have to be more positive and think on the positive side. Today not feeling so happy but well, there is always a better tomorrow. hehe....cheers........as long as one never loses hope, one is still living...
25 October 2004
Phew!!! Thank God no Monday Blue for me. hehe... Hey! Good news!!!! I finally completed CSI Dark Moves Game. Yippee!!!! Completed all 5 cases....Cases 4 & 5 too easy and not much challenge. Hoping that new one coming out soon but have to wait till next month based on their website. Will try to buy the version 1 CSI Game. If anyone of you sees it, let me know where to get it. Thanks in advance.....hehe....i am CSI addict now...haha...
Menses Cramps are getting on me today and that hurts....Why we women suffer???hehe...unfair! Oh ya, my buddy got a new sony errisson mobile phone too, telling me he bought that so that we can share files and stuff. Nice buddy i got here huh? Cheersss....That's what friends are for huh? hehe...
20 October 2004
Work as usual today and quite tired. Realized one of my character flaw...not cool and patient enough when meet with prob at work. But well, still learning and hope that i will be one day. Alot of friends around me who are so helpful thus i am indeed blessed to have such nice pals around me. hehe... a blessing... Went to labrador park and saw the sea waves. Felt that seeing the waves slowly swept to the shore, so relaxing and cool. Made me think that i wish i am like that in the midst of work prob. Yeah...one day....i will be. hehe....i just love the sea. Don't you??
19 October 2004
Today went back to work and busy..rushing...had lots of laugh today with my colleagues. Was so clumsy to knock head on with someone at the lift. so embarrassing...haha... Had to walk in the rain coz no umbrella as usual. Does anyone ever bring umbrellas?? haha...i never like bringing one in any case. hehe... Feel people is so different and everyone thinks differently due to their past experiences. Past affects the present. Is that a good thing or bad? Dunno....
18 October 2004
Today is a bad day coz been resting at home since Sun as i am down with flu. But recovering fast with God's grace. At least those kids' smiles in Church brought me some little happiness for a while. hehe....i think long long time i didn't sleep that much. haha...seems to lose that hobby of mine long ago...haha...
When 2 human beings are so different, how to communicate? Hmm...tough question...i dunno the answer. Can anyone tell me? Communication is so important everyday and everywhere and so inevitable. ???
14 October 2004
Was so nervous when i went for medical checkup today and i am really so blessed. Know why? I got a MiRacle! Praise God! The doctor can't detect any lump. I was detected to have a lump few years back. Oh man! God is so good! I'm healed. CheeRs...CheErs!!!! i really still can't believe it but for those who had been healed by God before, will know how am i feeling now. i am like Floating in the air now, praising God. Just wanna give God all the glory and share it with everyone of you about His goodness. Miracles are still happening everyday, just a matter whether u hear about it or not and whether you wanna share with others. hehe...can't tell you the jOy i am feeling now....
12 October 2004
Reached home feeling tired but still hasn't given up solving Case 2 of CSi game. Wow!!! Managed to find a forum online and interesting to read so many people having frustrations too. haha...really very helpful about the hints. Finally solved the case....cheers....tomor will start on Case 3. hehe... But i want to try it on my own first and not rely on hints. Will only ask those people in the forum for help only if i am stucked for long time. hehe....more challenging this way.
Met up with my ex today. Seen the changes he had gone through but yet there are still familiar character traits left behind. Really so glad we still keep in contact all these while though we broke up years ago. Had a good time with him though the meeting was short. Hmm...proud that we can still be friends till now. 3 cheers for our friendship!!!
Wow! My buddy finally emailed to me today. She is finally back from her short trip. Really miss her so much. Nice pics that she sent me. Hope that soon i will be able to visit her soon.
11 October 2004
Been home after work. Still very much hooked to my CSI game. haha...Trying ways and means to solve my 2nd case and no progress at all and i was stucked. Made me so frustrated and wishing someone else in this world is playing too and can share some tips with me. hehe...but no one around me seems to be playing this game. Maybe i am a fan of CSI tv series thus i bought this game. Hmm...wondering what evidence did i miss out??? At 10pm, showing "Friends" finale series, i just love rachel. hehe.... really gonna miss this show when it is over.
Oh man! Why in the world would people wanna pretend to be someone else and test others? I just can't stand all these silly stuff and it is so childish....if there is no trust, then why be friends? Oh man.......really can't stand it!!!!! Grr............
10 October 2004
Just back from church. Special speaker, Pastor Miguel preached. An interesting and powerful spanish speaking pastor. Kinda like his style of preaching. He is always so charged up with power and faith. Listening to his spanish, makes me like spanish more. Suddenly remembered how long i never touch on my spanish self study. hehe.... will try to brush up on it. A nice language to learn and who knows one day, i might use that language to share the gospel if God desires. hehe....
Still figuring out how to edit this blog and make it looks nicer and more interesting. All these trial and error makes me zZzzzz....haha...
05 October 2004
Got a new mobile and been trying to use it. It is so great to have a pda, cam and hp all in one. Still venturing on taking pics and pda functions. Real cool phone. Trying to take pics of my friends and family to store it in my phone but seems like there are so many people in this world who don't like to take pics. haha....so mission failed. Only managed to take very few people and 2 caught unaware but later me being accused of invading their privacy. haha....is that such rule in my world??? hehe....
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Just a little taste of my poems....Pls feel free to give me comments...ChEErS...
When one grows spiritually, deeper in love with God, one will come to a point where u feel that ...
THERE IS NONE LIKE YOU
Things that i can have,
friends that i can have,
none can compare to You.
Pleasure that i can have,
satisfaction that i can have,
none can compare to You.
I could search high and low,
from east to the west of the earth,
There is none like You.
None can replace You in my heart.
None can give me the everlasting peace.
None can give me the everlasting satisfaction,
that only You can give so abundantly.
For none loves us more than You do.
There is none like You.
ALWAYS
In the midst of fear, I called out to you.
You assured me that you are always near.
In the midst of helplessness, I called out to you.
You assured me that you are always here.
Out of the midst, I sang a song of thanksgiving to you.
For your assurance that you are always near and here for me!
Times when faith seems to drop to near zero & begins thinking if the Lord is still with me...
FEAR
Lord, are you with me?
Lord, my heart is weak,
my mind is in swing.
I know that I must trust
I know that I must believe
But I can't keep the fear that grips me.
Let thy peace come over me
Let my mind be still,
knowing you are still with me.
Knowing that you will never ever leave me here.
WHEN..
When things fail me,
When men fail me,
You are always there for me.
When tears are flowing,
When heart is bleeding,
You are always there for me.
Listening to me,
being there for me
You are always a big comfort to me.
This is about my best friend in Croatia...
KNOWING
Knowing you through the net
Knowing you through the chat
As one new friend, like one old friend.
Surely we are mountains apart
Surely we are seas apart
As best of friends staying far far apart.
Knowing one day, we will meet
Knowing one day, we will see
What the future has for us to see.
In life, there are times when we are lost, seems to be in search for something...
SEARCHING
Where should I go?
I am in search...
What should I do?
I am in search...
When should I go?
I am in search...
In search, in search, what am i searching for???
How many times have we gone through the stage of asking God and wishing He replies instantly just like any human beings??
ASKiNG
I wish I could tell you.
I wish I could ask you.
I wish you could tell me what I should do.
Turn left or turn right.
Which way I should go.
Do this or do that.
Which thing I should do.
I wish you could tell me what I should do.
God of Wonders, beyond our galaxy.
You know us all by your finger tips.
You know which way will we choose.
You know which thing will we do.
You know what ending will we get.
I wish you could tell me what to do.
Save me from the pointless road.
Save me from the pointless pain.
Save me from the pointless time.
I wish you could tell me what to do.
Duno why seems like i always take such a long time to get over my ex. So closure of a love chapter took place long after the breakoff...
CLOSURE OF A LOVE CHAPTER
When tears are dried,
When no more questions why,
It is a sign of the closure of a love chapter.
When hopes are shattered,
When no more flashbacks of you,
It is the closure of a love chapter.
Looking back, thinking back,
how silly I may have been,
for the tears that were shed,
for the hopes that were cherished.
Looking back, thinking back,
how there may be no regrets,
For they are added as chapters in my life.
For life is after all a storybook with chapters added on everyday of our lives.
Ever encounter something like that before when deep deep things just uncovered like an orange being peeled?? Below was how i ever felt so deeply once...
UNCOVER
Deep deep down hidden in my heart.
Feelings of fear, pain, doubt and coldness.
Only you know that it even existed.
Only you could uncover.
Dig dig out from my heart.
All came out so dirty, old and clear.
With them also came with the blood and tears.
Only you could uncover.
Things which I never know still exist
Feelings which I never know still there
All deep deep down hidden in my heart
Only you could uncover.
Had a real scary nightmare and that made me wanted to write out how i felt.....
CRIED OUT TO YOU
As i saw my end being near,
i cried out to you, my Lord.
For your peace to come to take my fear away.
As i felt the fear still gripping me tight,
I cried out to you, my Lord.
Peace peace i cried out to you, my Lord.
I need your saving grace to pull me through.
For i dont deserve a day of living without your saving grace.
As i cried out to you, my Lord
Ever just can't fall asleep, no matter how hard you tried??
SLEEP NOWHERE
Tossing here, turning there
Sleep seems to be nowhere.
Walking here, walking there
Sitting here, sitting there.
Thinking here, thinking there.
Sleep just seems to be nowhere.
Tiring body, tiring mind
Sleep seems to be nowhere.
I wonder why, I ask how
I ask why sleep just seems to be nowhere.
Counting sheeps here and there
Praying now and praising then
Sleep seems to be nowhere.
O sleepless night,
Clock is tickling now and then
Night is running fast and then
Sleep just seems to be nowhere.
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