.Monday, May 22, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
God is good. Been carrying a heavy heart for the past few days because i can feel pain in some point of time and that worries me. Fear is with me. I prayed and asked God to give me a word. I really need a refreshing word from God, my Heavenly Father. I will go to see the doctor this week about this. I am afraid. I had been praying and reading but just no special word came. Fellow christians will know the joy and comfort one will feel when God answers. I waited patiently. Yesterday morning at church service, pastor preached on the topic of Experiencing God in Deliverance. As pastor was sharing how in the psalms 91, David was in distress but he did not give up. David continued to pray and ask God for help. He trust God personally. Reading the psalms, we can see how deep that trust is. David must had so many Personal experiences with God that he can trust God at all times. That really reminded me of so many times when God had helped me through so many tough times in my life. I trust not on the miracles that God can do. I trust in God himself. I believe in His love and care. I believe not mainly because of His word in the bible. I believe because i had experienced Him personally so many times. No matter big or small matter, God never forgets me. This sermon really touches my heart. In the unity of the Holy Spirit, i know God is answering my prayers. I will continue to trust in Him at all times. My lips shall continue to praise Him at ALL times. It is tough but we can do it. Thank you Father for your encouraging words. I can feel your love and concern once again.