.Monday, October 30, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Yesterday had the longest steamboat dinner ever. Sitting inbetween 2 steamboat cookers and 2 families and i was like left behind. I did not even know which table should i join in to cook. One side of people i did not know a single one and yet i am sitting on their side. They took so much food to share with the other side of people but none of them on the other side seems to know that. No communication at all. People just took their own food and in the end, too much food on one side and tried to waste food and the other side had to force themselves to help them finished up. Hmm... people behaved so differently. Very different. Or am i from another planet? Sigh. I must had been a bad testimony but i already tried very hard not to. Was being kept in the dark when i was not even informed who was going. He said one person was not confirm going so never tell me. So does that mean next time can just ask anyone to join us and no need to tell him until the person confirmed going? Do i have to do this then he will know how i feel? Do i have a chance to choose not to go? If i do that, would i be making things difficult for him or being thought as a person who is anti social? Oh man! What am i changing into? When am i getting so bothered by this and that and what others think? Gosh. Hate myself.
Guess when there was down period then there can be high. Today received a surprise call from a client to see her to present her a proposal. Really amazed and happy by God's blessings.
.Saturday, October 28, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
. 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Been rushing for my work since finished exams. Life is like back to reality where i had to just work and work. Went to see my client and he was telling me that he might stopped the plan. So i still went to deliver the policy to him and prayed that he will not. In the end, he did not stop the policy and yet still signed up an investment plan with me. I was like WOW WOW! Really caught by surprised. How can i explain about this besides God's favour and blessings? Do not think that it is due to my excellent selling skills. I tell you that i do not. All i have is sincerity and honesty to present the pros and cons. Really thank God for His blessing. I am so amazed.
.Thursday, October 26, 2006 'Y
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Finally finished my last exam today. So happy that i can relax a bit. Actually not much since have so much to catch up at work. Studies stress over and soon will be work stress. People just cannot avoid. haha. Saw today on the bus that this auntie knows this and that auntie when they boarded at different stops. Makes me ponder that nowadays this generation is more closed up and unfriendly than the older generation. Wonder what changed this?
.Tuesday, October 24, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Seeing this pic then i realized i just went holiday early this year. Hmm... maybe i should save up for next year instead.. 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
These days are just studying and studying for paper. Nothing much in my life. Countdown to the last paper and soon it will be. After exams, will be busy catching up with my work. Really have to work harder since took leave for so long. Feel like taking a short trip next week. But no idea where to go. Probably start planning after my paper. This one week seems so precious since new semester starting after that.
.Saturday, October 21, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Army style sword ceremony wedding is so nice. So smart and nice. Brother came back last night and now he went home. At first i was very happy to see him but later kinda sad to see that things are no longer the same like before when he was not married. He no longer used to the things at home here. Alot of his stuff is no longer here so he cannot use some stuff. In the end, he went back home. Well, i know all of us have to grow up and have our own family. I know we have to accept changes in our family. Just a matter of time getting used to it. But kinda feel lonely at home. Maybe coz now i stay at home more often ever since i started studying part time. Well, better study. Shall not murmur and complain so much. hehe
.Thursday, October 19, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Today i am happy. Bought two pretty dresses for myself. And happy that my classmate passed her project. Hopefully all of us can get good grades for our exam.
.Wednesday, October 18, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Got my marks for my assignment. But marks did not equal to my effort. Research is so time consuming but definitely interesting to do if have more time. Feeling drained out mentally and physically. People affects people all the time. How nice if the world is only full of happy people. Why can some people rise up against all tides but some just go round and round? When will i be free? To hold on or let go? Which stage am i in moral development by Kohlberg? How does one show love for you, O God? Does A equal to B? Does negative A equal negative B? What are the differences between your people and the world?
.Tuesday, October 17, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Tears in the eyes and words lost in space.
Near and yet so far away.
Silence in the air and shouts lost in space.
Near and yet so far away.
Feel the coldness in the air.
Feel the coldness in the heart.
Near and so far away.
What was left behind?
Or all are so far away?
. 'Y
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I believe in God like I believe in the sun rise. Not because I can see it, but because I can see all that it touches. C. S. Lewis
.Thursday, October 05, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Whatever tries us in any way, speak to the Lord about it-George Mueller
Yesterday tutor told us need to submit our draft copy of our project today. Oh my. I think all of us are getting more and more displeased with our school. Computer software, SPSS version not updated in certain computer lab that we cannot even open our files when we had to use it during tutorial. Secondly, it is not their policy to give back our test papers? Then how can we refer to it as reference before our exams? If missed that tutorial when they went through the answers then cannot get back to check whether are there any mistakes in marking or where the answers were wrong? If we do not have the test paper back then how can we check with our classmates on the answers? When tutor did not inform us when they will go through the test paper then is it our fault that we missed that tutorial? Why can't they have empathy on part time students like us? Have they forgotten what their course consultant told us before we signed up this course that we can miss our tutorials if we can't make it due to work?
Anyway, thank God that among all these unhappy stuff, there is something good too. Good that some lecturer will take extra time to help us revise for our test and exam.
.Wednesday, October 04, 2006 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Got my results for my two tests and i just managed to pass only. Feeling very disappointed as i really put in alot of effort to prepare. But well, since i already done my best, i think it is ok and no choice. I should still be grateful and give thanks to God that i passed and not fail. Just hope that we can score well for our projects which i am still rushing. Hope to finish quickly so that i can start on my exams revision. Not much time left. Wish i have 48 hours a day.
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