.Monday, March 26, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Did not mean to hide things from you. Did not receive your sms reply so thought you were very busy. And i was rushing so thought of telling you when i reached home. When i reached home, you were unhappy and went to sleep so did not get the chance to talk. Been busy and did not get to meet so it completely slipped my mind about this. When talked about it, then realised that i had not told you the details yet and you were angry so gave that kind of oh oh...expression. I still told you which means that i never meant to hide. Probably we are just poles apart in character. What seems unimportant to me seems important to you. Where is the fine line? I already tried very hard to think in your shoes and changed. But it seems that still did not meet your requirement. Wonder what is missing... mutual understanding is not enough or expectations too high? Wondering....
Pray for japan earthquake victims and families... Natural disasters happening in another part of the world and here we are so blessed and yet bothered by seemingly insignificant matter compared to that. May God open our eyes and give us compassionate hearts. Discerning heart to see what is the truth and what is important.
.Thursday, March 22, 2007 'Y
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Today had a bad fright. Being chased by a dog. Oh my! Hope i will not have a nightmare of being chased by dog tonight. hehe...
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Had yummy pepper crabs. My favourite is chilli crabs though. We had lobster as well and fish and potato leaves for brother birthday celebration. Mostly seafood and so high cholesterol. hehe...
.Friday, March 16, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Went to visit grandma and she is suffering depression i think. She just cried whenever we chatted. She is having extreme memory loss and she is forgetting things you just told her 3 minutes ago. This is very bad. Really need lots of patience to handle her. Really admire uncle taking care of her. I cannot do much except to try to visit her whenever i can. I start to wonder what is life all about. When we are young, we are always so busy working and working to earn a living. When we are old, we retire and all of a sudden, feel a great sense of loss since nothing to do. It is like waiting for death when we gets old. Such a terrible feeling. Thank God that i know Him and i pray that with this little life of mine, i can bring sunshine and love to other people. Now pondering which charity organisation to join as a volunteer. Life is more than just our own. Life is living with others and making others happy as well. We should learn not to be self centred and always think of ourselves selfishly. It is easy to say but hard to do. But we should not give the excuse of being too busy but still available ourselves to make our lives meaningful.
.Monday, March 12, 2007 'Y
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Been keeping track a bit of Britney Spears news and lately she went to a rehab. She must be missing her sons very much. She is so poor thing. Just divorced and now facing this and all the criticisms. Life is a challenge at times. Hope she will not give up.
A woman needs more than just a boyfriend who loves her very much and treats her very nicely. It is more of the mental communication, connection and support. Sometimes a decision at a time might causes one to regret in the future. But how does one know if one had made the right decision? I guess there is no absolute right or wrong. It is just the right decision at that moment of time. It might seems like a wrong decision much later but what can one do? So conclusion is just be happy and clear minded and make sure not to make the wrong decision at that moment in time. Once made, follow it through and try to improve if it is wrong, rather than keep looking back and regret.
.Sunday, March 11, 2007 'Y
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Yesterday morning went to do ultrasound and praise God for His presence and powerful healing power. 2 lumps were healed. Though i still have lumps, i believe in faith that He will also heal me. Really very grateful to God for His healing. He is Jehoval Rophekka, our healer. Glory to Him! Hallelujah... Will wait for the film to be ready and meet up with the doctor and hear what else does she say. Praise God.
.Friday, March 09, 2007 'Y
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Today so happy coz received a long lost good friend call. Finally she called me. Lost in touch when she changed her mobile phone number. I think been long time since i am so happy. Still remember how sad i was when i cannot contact her. Happy....happy...
But talked to aunt and grandma, both are unhappy. Wish i could pass some happiness to them. Yeah. I understand what is meant by empty and nothing to look forward to. At times, i do feel so too. But i guess when one made another happy, one will be happy too. So maybe when we are unhappy, we try to make someone happy? Help the less fortunate? I am pretty disappointed when i just got my class schedule last night that i have classes almost every sunday morning. Sad that i cannot attend church and sad that i cannot teach sunday school. Really miss my kids in church so much. But well, there is a time for everything. Maybe this is the time for this? I do not know but just be optimistic. I pray that tomorrow my scan result will turn out ok and healed by God. Cheers...
.Wednesday, March 07, 2007 'Y
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Do you believe that i saw you in the car just behind my car? In actual fact, I can't even remember what car you are driving and what car plate number. Oh my! What a small world it is. Why is it that when you want to see someone, you never get to meet. When you do not want to see someone, you can even meet someone in circumstances like this? What is the meaning behind this?
.Tuesday, March 06, 2007 'Y
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What have i done this time?
A simple mind of mine.
A carefree mind of mine.
A thoughtless mind of mine.
What have i done this time?
Did not mean to make you worry.
Did not mean to make you angry.
Did not mean to make you sad.
A guilty mind of mine.
A sorry mind of mine.
A worry mind of mine.
What have i done this time?
.Sunday, March 04, 2007 'Y
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This morning was pouring out the hot boiling water into a mug and i slipped. Really thank God for His protection. I cannot imagine what would have happened to me if all these boiling water spilled unto me. Would have been scalded badly. But i slipped and hit my self unto the kitchen cabinet. Now my knee is having two big bruises. So ugly. There goes my thoughts of wearing skirts this coming week for work. Sigh. But really thank God. That was really a very close escape. My knee hurts. Ouch! Went to church in the morning and the sermon was good. Indeed as christians, we should pray more for one another and be more personal and care and love one another more. I guess in this busy lifestyle of us, we tend to touch and go. Mostly just superficial hi and bye. Will remind myself to support one another in prayers and actions. Tiring day today. Oh my. Tomorrow will be a full packed day so i better rest early tonight. Meetings are such a bore and too bad i cannot escape it. Boring...
.Saturday, March 03, 2007 'Y
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Love is purely two person affair?Why must involve so many others?
Love is purely personal?
Why must make it so public?
Is love at different ends of the earth?
Is love a north pole with south pole?
Is love turning to a sacrifice?
Is love turning to unhappiness?
Is love turning to nightmares?
Why is love changing and changing?
Will it ever stop changing?
Will it ever end?
Will it ever last?
Will it....will it.....
Can someone tell me what love is?
.Friday, March 02, 2007 'Y
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Counted my red packets money and totalled to $220. Cool huh? Seems like i did alot of visiting this chinese new year. Praise the Lord that dad went to see the doctor with me. Saw the many DRs titles and make me wonder when can i be addressed as a DR. Haha... Might be an impossible dream but well, leave it to God to take care of things as long as i did my best in my studies. Thanks to God once again for His grace, mercy and protection. Elohim is the hebrew word of God, meaning He is the one who began it all, creating the heavens and earth and seperating light from darkness, water from dry land, night from day. This ancient name displays God's creative power as well as His authority and sovereignity. I stand so amazed when i think of His creativity. Our world is such a beautiful painting in which one could ever paint. Talking about painting, long long time i have not been taking up the pencil and paints. Do i still remember how to paint?
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