.Friday, March 16, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Went to visit grandma and she is suffering depression i think. She just cried whenever we chatted. She is having extreme memory loss and she is forgetting things you just told her 3 minutes ago. This is very bad. Really need lots of patience to handle her. Really admire uncle taking care of her. I cannot do much except to try to visit her whenever i can. I start to wonder what is life all about. When we are young, we are always so busy working and working to earn a living. When we are old, we retire and all of a sudden, feel a great sense of loss since nothing to do. It is like waiting for death when we gets old. Such a terrible feeling. Thank God that i know Him and i pray that with this little life of mine, i can bring sunshine and love to other people. Now pondering which charity organisation to join as a volunteer. Life is more than just our own. Life is living with others and making others happy as well. We should learn not to be self centred and always think of ourselves selfishly. It is easy to say but hard to do. But we should not give the excuse of being too busy but still available ourselves to make our lives meaningful.