Finally can access to my blog. Been having some problems and not being able to blog. Life has been so busy and dad soon has to go for cataract surgery. Another bad news is grandma being hospitalised. I always have that insecurity when things go so smoothly. i remind myself often not to take things for granted and things might have a turn and indeed now, bad things happening one by one. But thank God that i am a little prepared for downturn of events.
Communication is a skill and it seems so hard to master. Relationship is a challenge. Exams coming and that added to my stress. Sometimes when one is in the situation, it is difficult to see clearly. i am really grateful to have my buddy around to highlight to me and share with me my happiness and woes. Now i just wish i have 48 hours on hand each day then i can do so much for others. Sometimes i start to think that maybe i should have time for myself. I seem to be wanting to help this and that person until i am lost with no more time left for myself. I wish i have a bf who can really understand how i feel. What can one do if one voices out her feelings but the other person still does not understand? I wonder... May the grace and joy of the Lord filled me each brand new day. May the love of God be passed on through me...May i be the light to shine in darkness for others to see...