.Wednesday, October 17, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Just finished one exam and now really feeling half lighter. haha.... not that i will score very well, but at least one paper gone. Now taking a break before i start on my last paper. Counting down.... already planning what to do after exams. Can play games, go for coffee, relax. Oops. Of cos must go back to work. haha....
.Monday, October 15, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Sad...when will there be more love and forgiveness in our world???
.Friday, October 12, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
If the Lord has you on hold... hold on!If the Lord has said 'NO' to you... thank Him! If the Lords is molding your heart and mind... go with His change!If the Lord opens doors that you have asking Him to open... Praise Him!Be blessed wherever you are in your life today! God has His hands on the situation!
BIBLE VERSES
You say: 'It's impossible'
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: 'I'm too tired'
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: 'Nobody really loves me'
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34 )
You say: 'I can't go on'
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: 'I can't figure things out'
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: 'I can't do it'
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: 'I'm not able'
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: 'It's not worth it'
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 )
You say: 'I can't forgive myself'
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: 'I can't manage'
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: 'I'm afraid'
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: 'I'm not smart enough'
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: 'I feel all alone'
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
.Thursday, October 11, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...

Does headache give you a right to raise your voice?
Does frustration give you a right to insist your way?
Does tiredness give you the right not to care?
Have you opened your eyes to see that you are not alone?
Have you opened your eyes to see that you are not the only one unwell?
Have you opened your heart to see that you are treated well even when i am unwell?
I drove, bought food for you, served you water when i am unwell.
Have you ever ask how am i feeling?
Have you ever ask am i tired?
Have you asked how is my headache?
Have you ever asked?
The gap is getting wider,
The wall is getting higher.
The path ahead is getting blocked.
I seem to be losing strength to carry on.
I seem to be losing hope to walk on.
The sky is getting darker.
The heart is getting colder.
But i still telling myself, things will be better.
I still telling myself, temper will be better.
I still telling myself, tomorrow will be better.
But how come, cold words are just bouncing back and forth?
How come the walls are just laughing back and forth?
How come? How come?
.Tuesday, October 09, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...

Need a hiding place and tender loving care like the above pic. Who can gives? Haha.... My leave starting in half an hour and will be studying hard for exams. i Hope. haha.... Can u believe that we got 5 marks for group critique presentation. Do we sucks or tutor sucks? Oh my! Cannot believe my eyes when i saw that. haha... No time to finish my project so anyhow did and submitted and without checking my APA format. Die this time. Received calls from old friends and a stranger. Weird to receive call from someone i cannot remember. Is it that too long never keep in contact so became forgotten or are we just hi and bye friends? haha...dont even remember that too. Grandma issue still in my mind but slowly learning to let go since i am in no position to make any decisions. Kinda sad but i guess this is what life is all about. Hey. Where my buddy went to? Chatted half way then MIA? haha.... Laughter is the best medicine for stress.
.Tuesday, October 02, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Today feeling so "stoned" coz last night could not fall asleep because kept thinking about the weird feeling. My mind seems to be cluttered with stuff till full. haha.... Hopefully tonight i can sleep in peace. Must force myself not to think anymore....nitezzzzzzzz
.Monday, October 01, 2007 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
Had a long chat with my buddy and heard so much about his friend. Indeed life is short and should treasure it. One should not see money as most important. If one is willing to do anything to earn money, it becomes a danger. Enjoyed chatting with my buddy. From the chatting, realised that how come lately my temper is getting worse. Last time i am as even temper as him. Oh my. How much have i changed? Haha.....dont worry. I am not really very bad tempered. Just that last time, i am not like that. Life indeed becomes kinda meaningless. Seems like rushing this and that and knows no end. Why am i rushing? Am i in a hurry? I do not know. I guess it is all about love. Sometimes i do not even know what i want. Weird and loss feelling...
. 'Y
day happened to be shine-d by stars...
“When we wake up each morning, if praise of the Risen Christ were to fill our hearts ... then in the monotony of daily life, an inner surge of vitality would reveal our hidden longing.” Had a weird kinda feeling which is indescribable....asking myself what is that and why...